Justin Bieber

I do not like him. My friend is a fanatic about him. It's crazy. Today she sent me a forwarded email about some interview that he had where he said "I could take out all three of the Jonas Brothers." Which I honestly wouldn't care if he could (I don't like them either) but he's so skinny he couldn't even bring me down! I almost as tall as him and I'm two years younger, that's right. Justin Bieber: Runt. He's only 5'3. He's 15 for crying out loud! The high school kids where I'm at tower over him! I don't understand why most girls my age immediately think that the newest teen boy that sings a song a whipde do gets famous is soo stinkin' hot! It's really just sad I think.

Mr. Oldkids

Mr. Oldkids is one of Ellen's cats. He loves to sleep my bed, but I'm really allergic to cats... so I usually kick him out of the room. When I got home with Don and mom from the beach Ellen and Carrie were there waiting for us. Carrie says "Secret information from Mr. Oldkids, he does not want to be disturbed." I went into the bathroom to wash my hands and I thought about what he had just said. Did that mean that they wanted me to leave Mr. Oldkids alone?? I hadn't bugged him or anything, I hadn't been mean or unkind in anyway. So why were they getting on to me like that?
When I came out of the bathroom I went over to Ellen's bed and asked Carrie "Why did you say that?" He said "Mr. Oldkids just doesn't want to be disturbed." and then Ellen said " Yeah, he told us as soon as you left that when you came back he didn't want to be disturbed." after a billion years I finally understood their little joke. I ran into the bedroom and saw fat old Mr. Oldkids laying by my pillow sleeping. He didn't want to be 'disturbed'. So I've decided to let him sleep there (I'll use the sticky roll to wisp up hair) until I go to bed. Then I'll kick him out. :)

Visiter from Washington!

Don just arrived! She's Ellen's friend who just flew in from Washington, she's very nice. I think she has the biggest eyes a person can have!

Blogging?

What is blogging? Is it just for people to have something to do when their bored? Do you type in unimportant things? (Example: I ran out of razors so now I can't shave?) Or do you put things that are important in? (Example: Today I found out that I have a sister that my dad kept hidden from me?)-(That didn't really happen, I was just trying to think of something tragic, or whatever.)
What is it?!?! I don't get it! Orrrrr is it for people like me who have heard about blogging before but never really tried it until now? And all they do is complain about their lives, and ask
"What is blogging?"

Ellen wants perfect.

After a while of being at Ellen's house she starts getting demanding. She wants more, more often, and just perfect. We can't do just perfect. She wakes mom up at odd hours (2am) and is very demanding with whatever she wants. She complains and is cranky most of the time.
After keeping Carrie, me, and my mom up most of the night she goes into a restless sleep and wakes up just to order mom around some more. I honestly hope that Ellen goes in her sleep soon, it would take her out of her pain and give all of us some needed rest and peace.
This is about to sound really weird but.... Would you just die already Ellen??

Winter Break

When you're in school you're bored and you want out. When you're on winter break... you're bored and you want in. Crap! Kids can never win!

Visiting Hours

Living at Ellen's house is a busy place to live. Ellen has cancer. Stage 4, it wrapped itself around her spine and through her ribs. She's had it for 4 years. The only reason mom and I are living at Ellen's is because dad (the most unhappy person I know) kicked me out. Yeah, that's right, he kicked me out. I'm 13.
Mom said her place to live is with me... but she brings up living with dad a lot. I think she wants to move back in with him sometimes. I don't know why, dad beat her in the past, you would think that an experience that like that would scare a person away forever! But not mom.
Anyway, Ellen has visitor's that come sometimes. She's not in a hospital, she's at home all the time, but she gets lonely or something, and her friends want to see her sometimes. They all have to call first, you know, to see if she's up to having people come over. Right now it's a visiting hour, Stephine Rios is here, she's really nice and she always brings over movies for Ellen and us to watch.
Ellen has five cats. I'm allergic to cats, so I have some allergy medicine to stop the sneezing and watery eyes. I like cats, but I'm always sneezing loudly and scaring them away. The cats names are Dr. Oldkids, Sage, Shadow, Abby, and Snoopers. Sage is a mean cat, she hisses at everyone except Ellen or Ellen's husband Carrie.

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